February 2012
“No matter what you have been through, you aren’t dead inside like you think you...”
– Erin Foster (via beatboxgoesthump)
It is like watching something you almost get slip away.
“She wishes to feel, he thinks. Wants something she can claim for her own after...”
– (via suzywire)
Maybe I set overly high expectations for myself and when I don’t achieve it, I get disappointed and doubt myself. And it makes me wonder, am I really as good as I thought I can be?
Maybe I just can’t do it.
I’m sorry if I’m angsty, I’m sorry if I keep complaining, I’m sorry if I whine all day, I’m sorry if I don’t really want to talk to you, I’m sorry if I’m in a constant bad mood, I’m sorry if i don’t respond well to whatever you are saying. I’m sorry if i can’t handle this.
Above all, thank you for trying to understand....
camiejuan:
I run. That’s what I do. The moment things get a little too much for me, I run. I retreat from the people who care about me the most. I think I have an irrational fear of needing someone so much, of being dependent on someone else entirely aside from myself, of being picked apart for all my insecurities to be laid out in the open. There’s always two options, to fight it or to give...
